I'm not going through an odd phase, I really am this odd.

So, I haven't update you guys in a while. I think I should tell you why now.
 
I have been practicing for this musical called Hello, Dolly! for the past couple months. It has literally taken up almost everyday. And now, we are opening! We'll be having a show Feb. 28, March 1-3. I'm so excited for the show to start. The cast and I have been practicing like crazy to have this show be perfect.
 
There have been somethings that I want to talk to you guys that kind of revolve around the show.
 
First off, I like someone. Someone who I already had a crush on before. I have complained enough about him on here for you guys to know him. His name is Brandon.
 
It's a shame I like him again. He is different now compared to how he once was. He used to be annoying and immature. Necessarily he still is, but he has matured some and calm down some, so he different. He has a girlfriend now, too.
 
Also, I'm not exactly sure why I like him again. I think my feelings for him never actually went away. I think, they left because he was rude towards me and broke my heart. But now, he's nicer to me and I like him again.
 
I hate myself for saying this but I do like him again.
 
Anyway, with the show, I have had school work that needed to get done, and I have been keeping up with it so far. Now, the musical is this week and it is really hard to get something done when I won't be home until 10 or 11 at night. I asked one of my teachers if I could have a lenience on the work that is due Friday. This teacher I told USED to actually direct the musicals, and do you know what he said?
 
He said "We'll see."
 
WE'LL SEE?!?!? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
 
He knows exactly what I am going through, that I might not be able to get my work done, and this mother trucker basically said no.
 
I swear teachers are horrible sometimes. Just because you are a teacher you do not run my life.
 
Well, besides me liking someone again and my teacher being a rude, nothing has changed much. Also, I gave out flowers again on Valentines Day, and everyone in the cast loved them. I was happy. Brandon even wore his when he left.
 
Thank you all for reading if you did. Comments are lovely.
 
-Angelica

Hey so, sorry I haven't updated you guys in a while. I think I'll make a blog thing soon, telling you guys what's been going on.
 
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN JONAS!! :DD

My birthday was a little bit ago. This is what I wore to school and what I went to see Finding Nemo 3D in :33

so, its nick's birthday. i love him. don't judge me.

This is what I'm wearing to school on the first day. Idk why I have alcohol in this set, but I know that what's I really need; a drink.

So, I'm actually going to start my junior year in a couple hours lol And I wanted to update all of you about how my summer went. I'll go through each month. And I'll do the first bit of September :33
 
June: In this month, I had a second sleepover (my first one at my house only had happened a month or so earlier) with my best friend Nette. We ate pizza and talked, watched some Shane Dawson videos and took pictures. We watched 'A Very Potter Musical' which was her first time seeeing it. It was supermegafoxyawesomehot. Then we started to watch the first bit of the sequal, but I and her got too tired and tried to go to sleep. I fell asleep while she stayed up and went on my laptop. It was a good sleepover, though I did wanted Ashley, my other best friend, to come over but she couldn't. Other than the sleepover, I didn't really do much that month.
 
July: During July, my pop-pop got sick. This has nothing to do with anything, but I ended up not doing really anything this month. I stayed in the whole month and watched movies. And I started to write my fanfictions again :))
 
August: Now, this month was probably the craziest months. My pop-pop was getting sicker and sicker. We found out that he had liver cancer. He went to the hositipal (which I talked about before). I tried to hang out with my old friends done in my hometown, but I never did. We also finally got our pool up and running, you know, just in time for summer :P. Anyway, then I had another sleepover with my friend Nette. I did try to invite Ashley but she couldn't come. At the sleepover, we at pizza and we stayed up really late talking. I told her stories about my old friends and she thought my life sounded fun and full of social outtings and what not. I mean, my life kinda was, but I wasn't always enjoying it. She told some stuff about her life. It was a cool sleepover. Then later on in the month, I went to her birthday party. It was fun, and I got to reconnect with some people I hadn't seen all summer before school. Then the next week, I went to my friend Emmie's birthday party. It was fun too, even though there were people there that I didn't like, but I had fun. OH! And I also went clothes and school shopping.
 
September: Now, I know we are only 4 days into September, but a lot of shit has already happened. At Emmie's party, I left my necklace at her house, so two days later me, Emmie, and Nette hung out again and I got my necklace back. Also, even though I didn't mention this, pretty much all of July and August my dad would go and sleepover at my pop-pop's house to take care of him, along with my other relatives helping out. And on the second day of September, my pop-pop died. My dad and my mom were getting up in the morning to take my dad to pop-pop's house, and then he got a call saying that pop-pop died. It was really sad that whole day. I cried, my dad cried, my mom cried, pretty much overall that day sucked, but it did get better. The day before, I learned that my friend Andrew, who I hadn't seen since my freshman year, was having a birthday party. I asked my mom and she said I could go. The party started at five, and surprisingly, even after the news of his death, my mom let me go. She said pop-pop wouldn't have wanted to be a burden on anyone's day, even if it was his death. So I did go to the party. It was a lot of fun. I got to see Andrew and his boyfriend, and some people I haven't met before and some people I hadn't seen in so long. I stay til 12 in the morning, and I really did love getting to see him again. Also, he had a pool, so at 11:00 we all went in the pool it was freezing and we played volleyball. It was also raining, it was fun though. And, at his party, there was this boy Les. He kept looking at me, and he was really cute and holy crap, I already have a crush on him. And when he hugged me goodbye, ugh, I died a little bit. It was a nice hug and he smelt really good. So did Andrew. And on the third, or yesterday, my dad went to a funeral home with my aunt and uncle to pick out things for the funeral. Me and my mom went out to breakfast and it was nice.
 
So yeah. That's what happened to me during my summer. And so you guys know, Wednesday and Thursday, which would only be the 2 and 3 day of school, I'm going to be going to my pop-pop's funeral. I mean, I'm happy I get out of school, but this is not the reason why I want to be out. I might also be out on Friday, if I ask my mom to do so. It just depends on how I feel today before/after school.
 
Okay, so thank you for reading ALL of this if you did. Comments are lovely.
 
-Angelica

My school's mascot is the Cougar and our colors are, if you could not tell, blue and gold :))
 
Hope you like this set. I actually really like how it came out :))
 
GO COUGARS! :]

So today is Joe's birthday, I just thought I would make this :))

haven't made one of these in a while. thought you guys might like it :))

Okay, I haven't made one of these in a while. I actually made one before this. I was going to put it up a couple days ago. It was going to be a good, happy one. It would explain my whole summer and what I did. But, something just came up today and I needed to express it. I'll put up the other one in a couple days.
 
Anyway, I wanted to let you guys know that what I heard today is not good news. Not good news at all. My pop-pop (grandfather) is in the hositpal. He's actually been sick for a while, but never had to go to the hositpal. He's getting older, and with that, obiviously not everything works like it did before. But, something is wrong with him. He's gotten weaker, and if you knew my pop-pop like I did, he is a loud, expressive, big-boned, person. But now, he is less loud and and thinner. When I saw him last week, he looked so little and confused and tired. I wanted to talk him, but I didn't know what to say. And the day before, my parents went and saw him and he gave me money. It was nice and I thanked him for it. He really wanted me to spend it, but I hadn't gone anywhere yet. But I told him I would spend it.
 
I'm going to be honest. I might not spend it. The money smells like him and if he dies, I don't want to lose that smell.
 
It hard for me to write that, that he might die. It hurts so much to say that. I mean, I've known him since I was born. And if I lose him, I'll have no more grandparents.
 
And when he dies, it will be hard on the whole family, especially on my dad (pop-pop is my dad's dad). My dad already lost his mother (my grandmother) when I was 8 and if he loses pop-pop, he will be a wreck. I know it. He has only cried 2 ever in front of me. Once was when he came home from the hositpal after my mom-mom died. And the second time was at the funeral. And the first time he cried in front of me, I cried with him. It takes a lot to make my dad cry, so only when it has to deal with family.
 
Also, I feel weird. I mean, if my pop-pop dies, I'll be sad and upset, but I feel like I'd be okay to let him go. I mean, it will hurt me so much when he does die, but I think I'll be able to let him go. And, I'm not going to let what happened with my mom-mom happen with my pop-pop. (Since I was 8 when my mom-mom got sick, no one would let me see her in the hositpal since I was so young, even though I really did want to. And I never got to see her before she died, and it still hurts me to have to think back really hard to even remember her. The last time I saw her, it was at the funeral. I will not let that happen with my pop-pop. I want to say goodbye to him if I know he going to die soon. I need to tell him one last time that I love him.)
 
Anyway, I don't know if he is going to die so soon. He's in the hositpal because when he went the doctors, they gave him an ultrasound and something in it didn't look good. They think he has some type of cancer, but they are not sure. I just hope he is okay. I'm trying my hardest to stay positve, since most of family is not being.
 
Okay, I just wanted to get this off of my chest. I needed to vent. Also, if you are reading this, please pray for my pop-pop to be alright. It would mean so much to me if you did. Thank you for reading this whole thing if you did. Comment if you wanna.
 
-Angelica